The Height of M4M: Remington's and the Happy Tap

Looks just like Cody (face & body), except my Cody had a sexy outfit and awesome stage presence and a captivating leer (see description July 9, below)

Notes: This is one selection from my journal of happy times at Remington’s (Toronto) and the Happy Tap (Windsor). I believe they have both closed or at least changed significantly. This covers the summer of 1996. Fantastic times are fleeting, so cherish them when you can, and do what you can to preserve those memories for future enjoyment!
“AJ” will refer to me.
First, some background on the setup of each club. The Happy Tap was downstairs. The stage was in the middle of the room, surrounded on 3 sides with a single line of chairs against the wall (there were also about 6 rectangular tables with their short ends touching one side of the stage between the stage and what I’ll call the “east” wall (or DOM wall, because that’s where the table dances were longest and most intense). The bar was along the “west” wall; the stairs from the street brought you into the NW corner, the DJ booth and fluffing/changing room were in the NE corner.
Remington’s was entered from Yonge St., and the guy who would collect your cover charge (if you came after 9pm) sat in a little booth – quite often it was a cute & friendly guy called Helen Hunt. Sometimes a bouncer or two was near the door. There were openings to go upstairs to the second stage (only when they were busy) and the booths for private dances, and also to go downstairs to pee out the beer or whatever. The stairs were lined with salacious pictures of gorgeous naked guys. Then you’d see the bar on your left and the “T-Bar stage” on your right (it was just a tiny platform with a shiny pole, high enough so the naked guy’s majays would be just above eye level as you walked past or stood to watch). The bar always had a gay fuck flick playing on a monitor on the wall. Continuing straight ahead, you’d catch a glimpse of the main stage with its shiny pole, some small tables before you get to it, and the whole wall on your left was individual bar-stool chairs (tall enough so that if the act on the stage drew a big standing crowd you could still see over their shoulders). The DJ booth was in the back right corner, and the back left corner had a door to the back stairs (taking a favourite dancer through those doors meant you were going to follow his sweet ass up the stairs and into the booths for a private dance). More about the upstairs later.
What follows is barely edited … written in that blissful state upon returning home, either that night or first thing the next morning, in my bed with my Mac laptop. But if you find the reading at all interesting and you’d like something explained further, please ask!

4/28/96
In one of those moments of refreshing defiance, with a wry smile in the mirror, AJ sez to himself: “Truth is Beauty; Beauty, Truth. That is all ye know and all ye need to know.” (Keats?)
What good is “truth” without authenticity? (Can there really even be such a thing?) No, I hold that Truth requires authenticity, and authenticity (by its very nature) cannot lack Beauty. … I feel at the Happy Tap I found some goodness, lots of beauty, and a vivid experience of authenticity.

Live guys
flash back to 5/5/95, Happy Tap – meeting some very fine brand new dancers
1. “Rival” (stupid alias, but whatta guy) - very wholesome, boy next door - walks around in Calvin Klein mid-thigh undies, but displays his nice pumble so clearly - first admired him as he & Damien table-danced side by side next to me (what a festival of male flesh!) - says this is only his 3rd night - I had him for 2 in a row - he was pretty daring about being touched (under-cheek, thighs, shaved legs, corner of pubes), and what intense eye-contact
2. Damien - Detroit-side youth in full bloom - muscles, young face with tasteful light beard, leather pants - this guy has the world’s most beautiful ballsac - lifts his cock so you can look at it, soft, loose - before nudity, he brings his gens out the side of his gray V-pouch - 1 very good table dance, US10
3. “Silex” - says he’s Rival’s roommate – Bill [half of “married” gay couple in Toronto, where some of these guys also dance] says Silex is from Vancouver - slight blond in white V-pouch - nicely oiled torso onstage - nice table dance observed from 10’
4. Marco - friendly former LeCampus [Montréal] figure - very comfortable nude - enormous straight out erection onstage, electric green G-string offstage
Marky Mark (former horse jockey) - you can talk to him, he drives a white Eagle - but he also dances nude on a little table in front of someone’s face over there against the wall & winks as I admire his realistic gens & his lean masculine writhing nude body - greatest moment tonight: he serves up his genitals as he lies down on his back on a table of appreciative young men - he’s totally nude, his gens are plump and very visible - he’s incredibly comfortable with it

4/18/96–another Thursday night at the Happy Tap, Table Dances $7 ea.–only 6 dancers: Marco, Joshua/Rival, Jason Scott, Xavier, Silex, Marky Mark
each guy does a progression of 3 dances (not in a row):
(1) stripping from (sexy) street clothes (or full costume) to a mere G-string
(2) dancing in a G-string or bikini, perhaps with something hanging out the side or sticking out over the top
(3) “tied off” and naked (like the second dance in a standard 2-dance set)
–walks out in a bulging little G-string pouch; on stage he teases, then pulls it down and steps out to dance the rest of the song erect and entirely nude (from collarbone to calves, anyway–except possibly for wrist jewellery & almost certainly an elastic around you-know-what),
–or better yet, he does a bare cockwalk from the DJ booth, through the awaiters and table dancers ready to start, to the stage–his erect penis leading the way, sticking straight out enormously, and all his young manly charms following, fully displayed (bare waist, chest, crotch, tanlines, bush, ballsac, ass) as he walks, mounts, dances, struts, receives tips, etc. (Times Square, eat your heart out–this cockwalk is right through the crowd, & it lasts the whole dance)
Jason Scott–(TDs 1-2, 3-4 total $30)–a fine new young nude I first saw writhing across the room and took in 2 TDs even before seeing him onstage; he’s 20 years old, has done private parties au naturel in the States–first bikini he wore tonite has letters of gay fraternity (Lansing?) on the rear panel–at my 2nd pair of TDs I got to pull down his plaid (gray) bikini–“good things come in small packages,” I said (’cause he’s short)–nice balls, nice face–brushes his sweet private parts briefly but repeatedly against your nose, stands up on your chair a lot (for closer gen-to-eye proximity)–warm smooth body–this guy rubbed his bare boybutt firmly upon my noticeably aroused crotch
Joshua (known as “Rival” here) (TD #5, I gave $10)–substantial, solid, manly to the touch, gracefully beautiful on stage (cowboy hat), has grown greatly in confidence since his 3rd night here a year ago–he’s oh-so-lovely on stage in black undershorts and when writhing naked in front of some monopolizing customer–I told him “don’t forget me this time” & sat right by the stage for his late underwear-only stage dance (he bent over to me & said “I haven’t forgotten”)–finally after his all-nude on stage (which I watched from back in my TD position by the wall), he did one more TD for monopolizer on other side of A/C unit from me, then picked up (but did not put on) his undershorts, set box in front of me & sat on the front of my chair (between my legs) to talk & wait for next song to start (apologized for being sweaty–I rubbed the back of his neck, etc.)–then music started and he stood up in front of me on box, holding his black cotton shorts wadded in front of his crotch for about 30 seconds to make eye contact and gradually reveal his cocktip hanging below them, then he unceremoniously set his underwear on the table next to my beer & proceeded to writhe, pressing his electrified thigh to my face with treasures about 1” from my eyes, nose, & lips – he had to give last song to another guy (fairly young) at 1 o’cock :))

Fri. April 26 – Happy Tap – me stylish w/ fresh haircut w/ scented gel & looking maybe 5 yrs. younger
Todd (1,15)–American blond sweet cock, brown shorts
Cameron (2, 15)–to my thinking an embodiment of the perfect-body-perfect-dancer (and I told him so–he always wants to kiss me when I compliment him), even tho’ he’s short like Jason Scott (but let’s pair them in a gay sexvid and see if anyone even notices their height!)–even in his “clothed” dance he’s very sexy in jeans & black blazer w/ cute tan shoes & no shirt (wonderful chest), excellent swinging around the T-bar–terrific Canadian little guy with personality and heart
nice looking girl sat at my immediate left (Windsor law student headed into human rights) guessed I was a lawyer from how I was dressed (Point Zero jacket, tan linen shirt, horiz. stripe tie)–she marveled at what they do here
– the guy with her had a TD, and then they left

Sat. April 27 – Happy Tap (I don’t think I’ve ever been here 2 nights in a row or 3x in 10 days before)–young & very cute crowd, full house, but I get great seat again on “north” (DJ booth) wall w/ all good views
2 really cute customers freq. in my view: each w/ stunning body, face, jeans, remember that sexy way the one w/ lighter brown hair holds his beer bottle angled and caressed at his crotch while standing in semi-profile at the arch thoroughly engrossed in the stage show; birthday friends at table in front of us (young, very comfortable w/ each other & w/ being here)
Cameron (2, 15)–I don’t think it would be possible to find any cooler, smoother dance moves in any major capital in Europe (and so I said to C. himself when he was sitting in a G-string on my left leg before TD); I asked him if he’d studied dance, and he said no, he builds houses here in Windsor!–I love the way when he’s standing on my chair naked in my face he’ll use his foot (in crew sock) to check my cock (always glad to see him)
Xavier–help, I can’t look in any direction without seeing one or more gorgeous naked guys with his arms in the air–sweet genitals, ass, bare chest, sometimes a bikini partly undone (plus a parade of cuties passing by in G-strings carrying their boxes over their heads)–the guy on my right is having Xavier for one song after another (what a cute ass, how nice a black G-string or black shorts looks on his crotchplace, going up and down, up and down [up at the end of each song, down at the start of next song, but staying with same customer)–Xavier looks at himself in the mirror and smiles as he gyrates slowly, the birthday boys at stageside table turn around and look appreciatively, the guy onstage comes over to throw Xavier a few saucy words, the beauty boys at the arch turn their attention this way now & then–then it just gets better as table 30 degrees-left orders dance from Jason Scott – or you momentarily look past the good guy onstage and there’s Jason Scott or Cameron doing a nudie against the opposite wall–everything’s feeling so good, so right–I’m a kid in a candy store–I say it could only be better if Cameron would walk by now and smile and he does!
Jason Scott–there can be no more perfect ass anywhere–and what a handsome face (e.g. w/ black aviator glasses)–such straightforward determination and poise whether fully clothed, or pulling down his underwear in somebody’s face, or onstage with a hundred lusty eyes following his every move
happiness is a warm bikini on the table next to your drink … Cameron asking if he can take off your glasses …

GENTLE READER: Be not offended by what you read here, for if you like my JOIE DE VIVRE, here is its source. It is no coincidence that these two months have been among the happiest of my life.

Tues. July 2, ’96 – Happy Tap
Cody is sooo perfect in every way – had a couple TDs with him (jeans, no underwear)

Mon. July 8 – Happy Tap
Sam (Ian) – after winning 3 amateur contests, this is his 3rd night really dancing – still nervous, nicely eager to please – 2-3 TDs, plus I bought him a beer – once nude in my face, he was quick to put his leg up, to brush my face w/ bush, cock – nice ballsac, lithe young thighs, lush dark compact crotch

Tues. July 9 – Happy Tap
Cody did several sexy TDs near me (for “Brian” and his friend) and was elegant & intriguing on stage – he’s Old Nick-Mephistopheles-the walking tempter with his pants open & his beautiful cock hanging out, a sexy leer on his face – picture him taking one American dollar after another on his cock, under his balls, stroked over each pretty tit-button & captured in each armpit – this guy is just so fucking sexy (and he knows it) – so lithe & lean, with such perfectly beautiful genitals even when they’re just hanging there flaccid in front of his pretty ass when he first bares it all in TD to my left – it occurs to me that if caught here, I could not (i.e., would never) say my being here was an accident or that I wasn’t really enjoying it
Miles – a very watchable butt along the side wall as he bounces to the music in a TD, an absolutely huge erectpenis as he struts naked from DJ booth & on stage (3-4 American dollar bills line up across it in tiptime tribute)
JC (1-2, CDN20) did remember me from Sat. (but only after I initiated the conversation)– 2 very nice TDs tonight – whatta cute ass, what plump balls and fat happy cock
2 great scenes tonight: Jason Scott tipping Cameron [dancer to dancer], cute George Michael customer tipping Cody
Tyler–who reached in both my front pockets when I was talking to the DJ, lifted a 10 but brought it back to me in a couple minutes

Wed. July 10 – Happy Tap
joined Mike (UofM grad nurse-practitioner, tall blond, glasses) & John (cardio-thoracic surgical resident–Ph’pino bkgd?) at stageside table – Peter (mid-30s nice guy in white shirt–told me I already have the perfect haircut) joined us – we tipped & had a good time; Cody & JC both earned some good dough from me – I discovered I like “sex on the beach” – it was exuberantly fun to be part of a group like that

Thurs. July 11 – Happy Tap
STORM!! (Raphael) – what a body, what eyes, what perfect jeans, how sweet – we talked about his pit bulls in first pair of TD’s (US 20), then eventually about his lucky lady in 2nd pair (CDN 20) – he told me while sharing his masculine naked body with me that he is definitely bisexual, and so is she – they’re both very open about it & free, and he further told me that on Sun. he invited JC for a 3-way sometime (!), which JC is baffled by (but after tipping JC on his big bare cock in a late nude stage dance I told him I thought he should take Storm up on his offer & he acted amazed that Storm had told me about it) – has a very sexy wink & the most sensuous godlike Italian masculine body & face & hair & eyes – makes me forget all about blondes when he’s onstage (as does Cody) – in TD, Storm opens or lifts bottom of shirt to reveal bare crotch: that means he walks through the room bare-ass bare-cock bottomless & most people don’t even realize it! – a national treasure of the U.S. now living & loving in Canada
JC & I talked more in-depth – when I arr. about 10:00, dancers still outnumbered customers; he sat at my left while Storm did the very first dance of the night – we talked about music (my 3 favourites I’ve never seen anybody but me strip to: “Rock Me, Amadeus,” “Sledgehammer,” “Shout”; why I like “Closer”: my dialogue of id & superego); later, again w/ Storm onstage, he sat on my immed. right & told me abt. the Metra Picnic & how he & Storm represented HT & Canada in theme dances (shower scene?!) – oh now I wish I had been there! – I spilled my drink (SoB) defending JC’s bare ass (it has 2B seen 2B believed, doesn’t it?, but of course that’s not what was in my face at that moment!) against Miles’ teasing – nobody rushed over to clean it up, but I went for another with that “cat-that-ate-the-canary” grin on my face – JC’s privates are just incredible onstage when he’s tied off – so perfectly, massively, gotta-fondle-these-sometime plump , including a ballsac as big as a bag of chips (well, almost)!
JC & Storm, when you’re both naked together in a bed & so horny you don’t know what to do, I want to be there too – my horny face between your sweet sexy boy thighs, licking your soft silky ballsacs – then we’ll form an intimate little sucking triangle – every face in a crotch, every crotch with a mouth on it

Tues. July 16 “Re-birthday Party” at the Wild Goose [in Detroit] - opens at 8 w/ only Marvin (dance coordinator & celebratee), sexy bartender, mgr., & AIDS house co-worker of Marvin, plus me and “John” from Boston (ex-Marine, now travels for Honeywell, very out, very masculine, good conversation) – dancers arrive after 9, we have buffet on patio, discuss his “little brother,” his out NH politician friend, I offer to show him the Happy Tap & talk up the dancers & what they do there – we watch first 5 dancers (everybody’s donating their time tonight for M’s party); someone sends him a drink but he isn’t impressed, keeps his foot near mine – he likes (1) dark Jeremiah & (3) tall thin blonde Hale (whatever), I like (2) Todd, (4) Jason Scott, and esp. (5) new guy in flimsiest soft white briefs – hunky innocent body & face – I add US$1 to each armpit via each tit-button, talk a little to him at the door while waiting for John – then John & I take my car to Windsor – he likes 88.7, as we’re about to enter tunnel “Closer” comes on (I’d been thinking about it) – he says he loves 9-Inch Nails, has seen them at Lollapoloozas – when it fades in tunnel I put it on CD – it’s a good night at the Happy Tap (no cover, $3 beer, good dancers but no JC) – he liked Cody (the goatee) & I asked Cody to do a couple TDs for us, but he had to do a pair of stagedances first; in the meantime, I asked Storm to do a couple TDs (US10) – but Cody finally finished where he was & seeing Storm didn’t come over to us, & the night ended without John getting Cody naked in his face – he was clearly disappointed – I apologized & got him back to his rental car in Wild Goose parking lot by 2:00 – he followed me till 375 – I’d love to see him again, but it would be pure chance since we exchanged nothing, not even body fluids :)

Tues. Aug. 6 – Happy Tap – a great night begun continued & ended with Dave (flight attendant NWA, formerly with PanAm – taught ESL in Korea 3 mos., traveled Thailand 3 mos.) – a very attractive 30, dark stylish hair, dark eyes, classy, intelligent – masculine face, hairy arms w/ nice watch – we talked w/ strong eye contact at bar, then moved to that prominent table for 2 on “north” end of the stage when dancing started – eventually joined by John (7/10–Ph’po surgical resident) & his elegant Black friend Carlton – lots of great dancers here, even some who aren’t working (Xavier – he waved, I jumped up & we talked) – I was greeted a lot: verbally from stage, strokes & pats by guys going up & coming down, plus those walking by – even though I forgot my American 1’s, I did a fair amount of tipping on stage with loonies & twonies
Cody (2=10)
Tyler, Miles, Cameron, Rival – “the only thing that looks good on me … is you” (Bryan Adams)
I primed Dave’s first TD by telling Cody of his interest & passing Dave a 5 on condition that he give it to Cody – he enjoyed several by the ”DOM” wall –also with Tyler, who he liked – he left, but then came back & sat by me on “north” (DJ-booth) wall – I flirted a little with 2 exuberant young faggots at table to left (stage corner) – I told Dave that if he asked me to follow him home nobody here could keep me
overheard near last song: dancer says “there’s no more boxes”!
very last song (post-stage) went right till 2:00 – I’m waiting on north wall for Dave, watching beautiful lineup of Cameron, Cody, & Rival all naked in a row, with Dave at Rival – then lights come up, which I don’t think I’ve ever seen before
I walked Dave to his car, he thanked me for my hospitality, we hugged, he said for 2nd time he hoped he’d see me here again, then he drove off
I would’ve liked to see what kind of underwear Dave was wearing; I would’ve liked some body-to-body dancing with him upstairs [regular dance floor]

8/6/96 – You haven’t known exhilaration until you’ve driven home from the Happy Tap at 2 in the morning with the windows down in love with Dave or John or whatever his name is singing at the TOP of your lungs to your favourite songs!

Tues. Aug. 13 – Happy Tap (10:20-1:30)
highlight: beautiful lineup near closing of Cameron, Rival, & Cody all side-by-side naked on ‘DOM” wall doing 3-some for 2 cute customers while Sam is onstage
my favourite seat all night long (“north” wall)
Cody – 3 for 20 +2 onstage tip – 20 y.o., studying architectural tech @ St. Clair College but hoping to become T.O. fireman (I said when I get to live there I might have to call a false alarm – he said “save me, save me”)
Rival – 2 for 15
Adam – 2 (nonseq.) for 10 – says he is too gay [vehemently repudiating scandalous insinuations that he's not] – and has a lover at home (who’s not into this scene)
Sam (Ian) – 2 (nonseq.) for 20 – still extremely eager (and able!) to please – 19 y.o., studying psych. @ St. Clair College – also nice in TD two seats to my right (at speaker)
Cameron, Tyler – Miles & Adam simul. to my right

Sat. Aug. 17 – Remington’s (~9~12)
80–horny (high) Corey & Scotty came up to me the minute I sat down (my friend Bill had stopped at the washroom) and said let’s the 3 of us go upstairs together for a duo TD – I was very pleased to see Scotty (I had assumed he was gone) & would have wanted to take him soon anyway – it was an intriguing idea – I should have made more use of the situation, since they were so eager (I later found out from Todd that the 3 of them had just smoked joints together) – e.g. “feel up” Corey’s bare butt & balls while going up the stairs (he was bottomless under that long T-shirt), or drop my shorts as soon as they drop theirs & have them sit down, make them both dangle/drape/lower their ballsacs over my eyes, nose, & open waiting mouth at the same time, & both present their sweet meaty cocktips for rapid alternation sucking or tandem! – Corey’s unfluffed cock was so large already & Scotty is still so BND cute – I’d like to see Corey on a sling sliding his entire length in & out of Scotty’s precious ass while I devour Scotty’s soft balls & warm whole pumble underneath! oh well, back to reality: they both stood on boxes, & Corey was naked in no time (did I mention Corey’s unfluffed cock was so large already?) – Corey invited me to his party which was happening at his new place right after their shift ends (10:00) – he said Scotty was going too – Scotty seemed different (not so demure & shy) – he & Corey talked briefly about arrangements for the party (S. bring his little car, stop at Beer Store by C’s old place) – Scotty said he was having second thoughts, I asked Corey how sincere he was in inviting me & he said he was sincere – then they said what shall we act out? & Corey told Scotty to bend over & they played like they were going to act out a fuck, then the 2nd song ended
Todd (1=20) – my favourite this weekend, but Corey didn’t invite him to his party – I told him what I’d told Bill about him: he’s so much more than the sum of his parts (style, intelligence, and that je ne sais qua overlay everything)
Marco (2=40) – [he had already accepted my offer to go with me to see Cirque du Soleil in a couple weeks] when he first greeted me upstairs at table with Bill & Murray, I said our Cirque du Soleil tickets get us free admission to Ontario Place & the CNE & would he be interested in spending part of Thurs. there & he said yes he might; then after Marco moved on Bill got real serious & said you know people don’t always show up like they promise (or something like that, =I don’t want you to get hurt); in TD I apologized for talking about [his] non-Remington’s stuff [Marco’s real life and background] out there in the room, but I don’t think it had bothered him at all – I asked him if his parents have been to Toronto before (yes), does he have siblings (yes, a younger sister); he said he and his friend Brad would be doing a duo downstairs soon & would I tip him during it; so then Murray & I stood near the stage – I put a 2 in his sock

Tues. 8/20/96 – Happy Tap [a down night, esp. after some special thrills @ Remington’s]
HT cannot compare to R’s – although there were 9 strutting young cocksmen, & some were cute & some were good dancers & some paid attention to me, none were as cute as Toronto’s Marco, none were as sexy as Toronto’s Todd, none paid as good attention to me as even Toronto’s Greg (w/ whom I’ve never yet had a TD) –no following the butt of your choice up the steps, no thrill of entering the backroom, choosing a booth, having him get up on the box – Joey the bartender was mildly an asshole tonight, and the little jeans salesman waiter wasn’t about to inquire for me about drinks with bourbon – what did I ever do to them? – maybe they have me confused with someone else – if there’s one place they shouldn’t be rude or contemptuous, it’s in a gay bar
those 2 ugly Americans again (literally & figuratively) – a pile of 1s & a forest of beer bottles, plus lots of vodka+creme de menthe & shots (one given to Cody while he was bare onstage) – however, it was interesting from where I was sitting (my favourite seat) I had a very good view of what the dancers would do to get those multiple tips (Cody is such a master at handling money)
Adam – (3-4-5, 20) – nice thighs, ass, chest, face – in TD gives recurring silkbutt-to-nose contact – told me his Windsor H.S., grad. of U of W in political science (always had his gens in one hand or the other)
Cody did wear underwear at one point (black straight-leg cotton briefs) –didn’t acknowledge me because he was owned by the 2 UA’s in front of me
Rival – greeted me, moved dancily in red G-string in front of me, chatted a bit
Tyler – certainly loves to strut bottomless, esp. w/ heavy cock stretching front of his T-shirt
Xavier – (6-7, 10) – sweet boy, a very nice pair of TDs – some skin-to-face & -lips contact (chest, tit, face, shoulders, & occasionally cocktip)
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck! – when have I ever been this horny & this cockhungry … … … … (waking up in my bed with PornoMac on my chest)

Tues. 8/27/96 – Happy Tap (11:10~1:10)
Adam (2, 5) – tipped him US1 onstage (in his pocket) – extremely nice erection when he began his nude dance (not tied off but horizontal, long, alive) – very nice loose balls hanging below too in good light onstage in front of me – then I said “you know I love you for your mind” as he began his TD for me in that nice white bulging cotton G-string – wholesome – voluptuous chest, thighs, ass – I’d just prefer a natural bush to the little triangle he has
Cody – eye contact & greeting from stage when I was sitting next to stage; I tipped him US1 (should’ve done 5 or 6 in all the creative ways, but somehow I missed his nude dance) – greeted me at my seat, asked why the box in front of me was empty – I said he was at the bar, but I’d be glad to have Cody too – he went & talked to Sam & they both disappeared a while
Sam (3-4, 5-6, 20) – so innocently sexy – what a nice ass, face – rubs his tit-buttons on your face – very sensual & pleasing (like his plaid flannel boxers or his jeans loose around his small waist)

Thurs. 8/29 – Toronto
God, I love this place! I’ll tell everyone. God, I love this place! I need no other. Toronto has never disappointed me, never let me down.
Cirque du Soleil – Marco didn’t get message when/where to meet until 6:45, but he immediately jumped in the shower & took a cab to meet me (not bad – ~7:20 – I saw him first & was so delighted – I treated him entirely as a friend [not a stripper]) – he used his cell phone several times (incl. to check in at R’s) – I overheard him identify himself as Jay – said more than once he really enjoyed the show – at end of show, before we reached the tent door, he asked me if I was going to the Club – oh yes!
Remington’s (11:00 arr. w/ Marco in a cab -1:55) [in cab he told me about wealthy CEO-types and banking/finance guys he is personal trainer for – but I never implied I was wealthy or would pay for anything outside the club]
60 – Marco (Jay) – his sweetness is not just an act: I still feel I get the majority of his eye contact on stage, he came and sat next to me while I had my arm around Todd upstairs (they introduced & shook hands), & when I was taking Rick back he said “Go for it AJ!” – most of all, he is always the right combination of classy/self-assured & sweet/vulnerable – we talk so freely & at ease in TD booth despite fact that I’m fondling his balls, inhaling his crotch, cupping his ass and stroking his cock – he said “I could get hard back here!” – he’s beautiful to “behold” in TD when he leans forward [and places his hands palm down] against the wall & wiggles his lovely butt (but even more beautiful to “be holding”) – conversation reached a high point when he was standing above my head lifting a leg to dangle ballsac & sweet ass in my face: he said when I’m a lawyer I can help him sue (somebody), I said when I’m a lawyer I can pay him five hundred dollars a week not to dance – he said do I know of someone like that & I told him I’d heard that about a guy at Heaven’s named Rider – Marco said his friends don’t understand why he would just go to the circus for free with a customer (he usually charges to go out with someone [but I never felt he was begging or pressuring me]), but he tells them this is different, I’m cool – at end of 2nd TD he was sitting in my lap & said “Look what you’ve done” & I look over his shoulder between his legs & there is his most beautiful hands-off self-standing erect tender-sweet-pink penis – definitely worth a third song – near closing they actually shut down the downstairs stage, saying it was too empty down there – waiter Tony came upstairs to watch & was one of many who greatly appreciated Marco’s last set (very pleasingly high proportion of young attractive guys watching)